Sometimes things just don't turn out the way you want them to.
Sometimes no matter how hard you try, regardless of how much you want to change, things just simply won't work.
Sometimes it's better to forget about the whole darn thing and pretend it never existed.
Sometimes it's tiring to hold on and cling onto something you know deep down that it's gonna be impossible.
Sometimes it's better to give up than go on being stubborn and put on a fake pretence that everything's okay, when actually it's the direct opposite of that.
Sometimes I wonder what on earth is my purpose in life and the reason why am I even living.
Sometimes I wished I would fall into a deep slumber and never wake up- ever.
But it really pisses the shit outta me to choose to escape from reality instead of facing it. Perhaps someday, one day, I'll get the courage and strength to stare back at the realities of life and spit in its face and go all "So what else have you got in stall for me? Anything tougher? Cause it aint even making me flinch a single bit, dude" Then I'll be damn smug and smirk and give the evil laughter. Hah. As if such a thing will happen. Oh well. I suppose it does- if you never stop believing.
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